:: akiMasHite oMedeTto goZaiMasu

bermula sebuah ceriter...

midnight...
I suddenly woke up,
I looked at my watch indistinctly,
but I realized absolutely,
a new day has come already,
its a continuation of my diary,
in new seasons of story,
with this opportunity,
I make my missions vividly,
wish my hopes clearly,
pray to God honestly,
being a servant obediently,
try to work hardly,
may my dreams become reality...~

[maHFuz 010110]





Hmm...when the clock strikes twelve on December 31st, its a new day to people all over the world. Everyone cheers and wishes each other a Happy New Year, for some, this event is no more than a change of a calendar, but for me, the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow because the object of a New year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul.

And after the year 2009, the New Year 2010 has various things in store for me. It is expected to be an eventful year with achievements and success in every field. This year, I'll achieve bigger goals and fulfill those commitments which were pending last year. Whatever work I had thought of taking up but failed to do so, should be taken up this year. I would try to make this New Year 2010 more successful and joyful. I'll open the new book with the blank pages and I'm going to put words on them by myself. So, for last year's words belong to last year's language and this year's words await another voice. I wish you'll all have a much better year than the last one (I'm not saying last year was bad, just hoping this one's going to be even better!) and well..


tentang,
yg berlalu, biarkan berlalu,
tuk dgapai kembali x lg termampu,
tentang,
yg akan datang jgn dbiar berlalu,
kerna rahsia itu hanya Dia yang tahu,
semoge hari ini lebyh baik dr semalam,
dan esok lebih baik dari hari ini...aMieN

owh yer, sebelum terluper,
To my eldest brother, happy 22nd birthday!
I really wish happiness will shine your days
and hope you will get everything you wish for on you birthday..=)

Dan rasernyer x terlewat jugak nak congratulate to my younger brother, for the best PMR's result! Keep working hard for SMU & SPM...~


"... to make an end is to make a beginning..."



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Perkara yg paling aku menyesal sekali dlm sehari ialah apabila terbenamnya matahari, umurku berkurangan, akan tetapi amalanku tidak bertambah " -Ibnu Mas'ud R.A-

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:: good bye teens...

welcome 20th...^_^

I just celebrated my 20th birthday this past three weeks.
As I am getting older the meaning of my birthday is
changing. When I was little, my birthday meant lots of
presents and a huge part. But now that I am in university,
my birthday means celebrating with close friends...

Anyway, thank God for allowing me to live and breathe
till now...Now, I'm getting older. I know that 20 isn't
that old, but I really don't believe in getting old
anyway. Compared to the universe, our age is how young-
not how old-we are.

Since I've been around for 2 decades, I've learnt so
many things and faced so many tests and obstacles in
my life. Nothing is more valuable than this experience
and it makes me strong and more confident. I enjoy my
life and very happy with it. Eventhough sometimes the
tears flow, I can still smile when I have to, such of
pretend but its an attempt. An attempt to forget all
about sadness and disappointed of her. So, I have to
be happy. Happy for still having dearest parents. Happy
for being surrounded by people who care and love me,
mom and dad for sure, my beloved family, my best friend
and the main thing is happy for having God and His
prophet...

And actually, this year was definitely my year of growth.
I have changed more in the past year than I ever have
before. I am a completely different person from the boy
who I was in high school. I have come to understand what
the most important things in my life are and I don't
waste my time with meaningless things anymore. I have
really grown up...!

So, for the next chapter in my life, I still have so
much to experience. I still have to graduate, start
a career, get married, have kids, watch them grow up,
etc...I feel like I have already seen and experienced
so much in life but in reality,my life hasn't started
yet. So, all I have to say is live life to the fullest,
work like you don't need the money, dance like no one
is watching, and love like you have never been hurt...~


Mahfuz, you have been living for 20 years...
what did you do?
what have you done for your religion?
do you have enough reward for the next world?


"...aGe iS jUst a nUmbEr..."

:: actions depend on intention

Assalamualaikum..

Why did I create this blog?

Huhu..kenaper yer?

Emm...actually, I just realized that each day that passes by,
there’re so many moments that I can’t erase. And many times I
find myself sitting down and pondering upon different occurence
in my life that causes me to write it down.

And then, I' ve also learnt from my experiences that the past
is what makes me who I am today and every occurence in my past
holds a lesson from which I can gain wisdom. Therefore, I hope
to use this blog as a place where I can keep all my memoir to
recall me when I long for the past and also to be a good
narrative to someone who I can relate to ( myself actually ).

And Hopefully, for all the episodes of my life that I wouldn’t
like to forget will always be remembered... I don’t want my
memories to disappear as my soul will soon disappear. Then,
when the day comes, when my heart stops pumping, my blood
stops trickling, my soul flows away…and I can’t breathe and
move anymore, there’s no more chance for me to talk and to say
something especially to her…

By the way, I'm Mahfuz bin Suhaimi.. ^-^
an author will be..
a soleh son will be..
a responsible husband & father will be..
an obedient servant will be..
insyAllah...


"meMoRies aRe foR keEpiNg, noT foR tHrowiNg aWay"